One of the many feelings that goes through my mind is that my life does not matter. When you wake up every morning hating the body you have that has been altered from its original shape, it can play very destructive thoughts.
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In my case, I can’t imagine why anyone would find me attractive. I’m the only one that knows the side effects I face everyday that makes me the most unattractive person that has ever lived. While others might look at me and see something totally different and valuable, I fight a constant battle in my mind to understand that I still have value as a human being.
I know this is a very real battle for survivors along with current patients. You are not alone.
NOTE: Because of the holiday on Thursday, my blog with be updated on Wednesday July 3 this week.
NEXT BLOG DATE: July 3, 2019